All alone...

Ok, haven't been here in forever! Blogging...What can I say? Next year all of my friends are moving and/or going to college. I am so sad. Kelsey's moving, Caroline and Ruth are going to college, Kate and Grace are too, Lynn is, everyone! AHHH!!! I am just sad. I will have like one friend. No joking either. I need to buddy up to the sophomores, fast! Haha.

Argh

You know what I hate? Not being included. You know what's worse? I know pretty much every time I'm not included because my friend, Kelsey, and I know each other's facebook passwords. So we read each others' inbox, which is weird, but we don't care. Except it hurts me to read it sometimes. Like this guy asked Kelsey if she wanted to go to this thing tonight which on one invited me to. And the worst is, he, she, and some other friends were talking about it right in front of my face today at lunch. My friend said, "Hey, want to meet for dinner before [the thing]?" I was like, "What are you talking about?" "Oh, [the thing]," my friend said uncaringly. It just sort of hurt. I mean, my group of friends aren't the type to specifically invite everyone to do something - you kind of just have to do it - but its still nice to be asked. I mean, my friend knew I had stuff to do tonight, but I would have liked it if she at least asked me to go to.